Christ, sloka has posted more than i have lately....


Stupid 40 hours of work a week...stupid full class load....stupid trying to graduate in december...stupid trying to find a job....stupid.....a;lsdkhfla..

Its been really stressfull lately, and i havent had a chance to update. No, scratch that, ive had the time, but ive spent it trying to regain my sanity. Every day for me is at least 11 hours long with no break(11am to 10pm) and when i get home, the last thing i want to do is recap all the shit i did that day.

As my time at BG is winding down, ive been focusing on my future, trying to figure out what the right thing to do is. Career, personal life, etc. I guess i just dont know. Too many uncertainties. I am very happy though that i have been out on my own, having to pay my own bills, live on my own, take care of myself, etc so i have that level of maturity. I know alot of people who dont have that sort of mental attitude, and real life is gonna be a big shock when it hits them.

Big thing on my plate right now? Interview with crowe chizek. Check them out at www.crowechizek.com This could be a real good job, id be doing IT consulting, doing alot of travelling and alot of cool tech work. I want this job soooooo badly. I interviewed with them a few weeks ago, and almost immediately got offered an on site interview in their headquarters in south bend. Im going out the 13th of November(lucky 13) for 2 days, they are paying for me to travel and stay out there as well as interviews, meetings...and a 20 minute all or nothing interview with an "Executive". *holy nervous*

I think i should do ok. Ive had more job interviews in my life than almost any other college student i know. My resume rocks and i have GREAT interviewing skills. Is that cocky? Maybe, but its all i got...so let me be.

New season of 24....so good, so good...

Other than that...same shit is on my mind...dont know what i should do with anything...anyone have any bright ideas? Let me know....