Wednesday, October 29, 2003

Christ, sloka has posted more than i have lately....

Stupid 40 hours of work a week...stupid full class load....stupid trying to graduate in december...stupid trying to find a job....stupid.....a;lsdkhfla..

Its been really stressfull lately, and i havent had a chance to update. No, scratch that, ive had the time, but ive spent it trying to regain my sanity. Every day for me is at least 11 hours long with no break(11am to 10pm) and when i get home, the last thing i want to do is recap all the shit i did that day.

As my time at BG is winding down, ive been focusing on my future, trying to figure out what the right thing to do is. Career, personal life, etc. I guess i just dont know. Too many uncertainties. I am very happy though that i have been out on my own, having to pay my own bills, live on my own, take care of myself, etc so i have that level of maturity. I know alot of people who dont have that sort of mental attitude, and real life is gonna be a big shock when it hits them.

Big thing on my plate right now? Interview with crowe chizek. Check them out at This could be a real good job, id be doing IT consulting, doing alot of travelling and alot of cool tech work. I want this job soooooo badly. I interviewed with them a few weeks ago, and almost immediately got offered an on site interview in their headquarters in south bend. Im going out the 13th of November(lucky 13) for 2 days, they are paying for me to travel and stay out there as well as interviews, meetings...and a 20 minute all or nothing interview with an "Executive". *holy nervous*

I think i should do ok. Ive had more job interviews in my life than almost any other college student i know. My resume rocks and i have GREAT interviewing skills. Is that cocky? Maybe, but its all i let me be.

New season of good, so good...

Other than that...same shit is on my mind...dont know what i should do with anything...anyone have any bright ideas? Let me know....

Thursday, October 16, 2003

Hes Alive!

Yes, I know again its been a long time since ive posted, but man my life has been busy lately. Working full time and being a full tiem student at the same time can be a real bear. Im so ready for that whole thing to be over with.

Got some job interviews as of late, things are looking good for a december graduation date. All i have to do is pass calc, and that could be a chore. However, my teacher said i can do it. So lets see what happens.

Some new cool things came out from apple. iTunes for windows came out today, so all you windoze users who said they wish they had itunes can now use it. Good for you step closer!

Have had alot of heavy stuff on my mind lately, havent talked to anyone about it, but its been that time of the year. Trying to figure out what i want to do with the rest of my life, where i want to start it, what i will and wont do or will or wont go, making sure im doing what i want to do rather than what someone else wants me to do or what someone else wants to do. Its hard. Trying to get started is hard enough, but making sure that start is the right one for the rest of your life is definately one of the hardest things to ever do.

Flag football tonite. Playin sig ep's C team. Should be a good game.

I read some good quotes in my cousins profile that bear posting.

People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges.

Every person, all the events of your life are there because you have drawn them there.
What you choose to do with them is up to you.

Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without.

Thanks les.

Im audi.